Hey peeps... it Lexi. Another long weekend has passed and its been long in more than one way for me. On saturday my mom got a call from a friend who she's been best friends with since her childhood and as it turned out, her sister had been hit by a car and was in the hospital in critical condition. My mom's friend asked us to come down and so we did and i ended up by staying for over 8 hours and at which point, the woman had been in intensive care for about 16 hours and her blood had been replaced about 10 times over and so they took her off the machines and let her rest. I didnt know my mom's friend's sister at all and had never heard of her til then but it was my mom's friend i was sad for. Her situation hit home especially with my stepbrother being in a similar situation 2 years previous. In case any of you dont know, i lost my step brother Julian as a victim of impaired driving and not wearing a seatbelt. He was in a car crash around the end of October 2 years ago and he was 6. He was in the front seat in the middle without a seatbelt on and his mother was on drugs and failed to yield to an oncoming truck. He was braindead of impact with the dashboard, but he was kept on life support for a few days before my stepdad decided to pull the plug. The fact that we both lost siblings at the end of October, due to some sort of accident with a car and both were lost later at the hospital was astronomically striking to me. Like honestly, What are the chances?! I like to know that i cant relate with ppl but this isnt the kind of thing that you'd want to be able to relate to on normal basis. But then again, who here can remind me what the definition of normal is, because i sure as heck dont know. In lighter news, Ive been following a story online called Little Less Obvious by 'the64single'. The link u can find the story at is: http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2553866/1/Little_Less_Obvious . CAUTION: This story contains mature language, themes and scenes. Otherwise, its a great story and i LOVE IT with a passion and follow it obsessively :P . My Super-song of the day is "Rain On Me" by Ashanti. "Im looking at the mirror at this woman down and down. She's internally dying and knew this is not what love's about...... See, I don't wanna hug my pillow late at night no more. I'm tossing and turning and thinkin' bout burning down these walls. I don't want to fuel this fire no more, no more, no more. See I've made up my mind that I'm wasting my time. Ain't nothing here to keep me warm, ya...... I'm so tired of the rain (in my life). And I'm so tired of the strain (and I ain't gonna lie cuz). Sometimes I can't (sleep at night and). This here it just (dont seem right and). Sometimes I just (wonder why I) almost let my life go by." k well, I'm REALLY tired because i think i was up til like 3 this morning so im kinda tired now but i must stay up a bit longer to pack n stuff. Tomorrow is school D: . UGH.

Well i g2g peeps. So,

You know you Love me, but if you don't then...

Love to Hate me, Lexi xoxo

This is a pic of my step brother Julian. *Miss u Jules*